Over ten years ago, when I was around four years old, my aunt, in her early 20s, came and lived with my family for several years. I will try my best to give advice, but please be honest and share anything else you can that might help paint a clearer picture of your feelings toward her. You will work harder and improve your attitude and your grades or she may move you in with me to, well make sure you are being supervised”, she pats my sore bottom with her hand, “you understand what I’m telling you? I get to practice new behavioural/discipline/sleep techniques on my nieces (good for me but not great for them). It is these memories that are creating that desire to be spanked by your aunt again, memories brought back to life when you saw her spanking her own child with a wooden spoon.

Gerda was a bit surprised, she thought S would try to get out of spankings and procrastinate her punishment as long as possible. Being a single mom of three, but because of my high school grades and after school activities I was able to receive a partial scholarship. That was part of Gerda’s technique though – to give the naughty ones a slight feeling of control back, to make them feel and take the pain longer – just to realize a few minutes later that the situation is futile and there is no way out. I am a therapist by profession and I want to help you deal with your emotions and feelings regarding your desire to be spanked by her. I may have a little Mary Poppins in me, but we all know where we stand when it comes to bedtime routines around here.Never thought about bringing up **-ed class into the conversation and see where things go from there.

When we stopped begging her to stop and began to cry in earnest, she began to rapidly spank, bouncing the brush off our already very red very sore bottom. For backtalk the night before Kati had to spend the first 15 minutes with soap in her mouth while she and S were still sobbing in their corners. The 103 third parties who use cookies on this service do so for their purposes of displaying and measuring personalized ads, generating audience insights, and developing and improving products. And if she decides to step through, she won't feel like a ** since the truth is "I want you to spank me because it turns me on. It is these memories of watching my sisters getting spanked bare, and my own spankings from her, that stay in my mind.At the end of the 3rd cycle she was promising her best behavior and cried loudly, sobbed and gasped for air.

Then tell her you have to take this **-ed class, and that everyone has to read the stupid 50 Shades of Gray book, or watch the movie.He went back to bed but I don't know how much sleep he got as the volume in the room was quite tremendous as first my aunt gave us a major scolding and then sat on a hardback chair and told us to line up, youngest first, and get over her knee. That was my final moment to pull out and If I hadn't consented, she would have untied me and that would have been the end. I just hope there weren't too many neighbours listening, but the chalets were a reasonable distance apart and my uncle thoughtfully closed the windows and doors before he went to bed. It takes courage to come out and state your feelings like that, since there is always the possibility that your aunt or someone in your family could be on this site and view the post. On the one hand she was glad that it wasn’t the cane or bath brush… on the other hand… she knew how much that strap was going to burn and sting.